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2006-02-02T15:02:00.000-05:00

Introduction

My name is Mariecar. I was born and raised in Philippines however my parents decided to immigrate here in Canada two years ago. My family composes of four members: my father, my mother and my younger brother. My dad is a licensed electrical engineer back home and now he works at an industrialized company. My mom is an accountant graduate. Both of my parents teach me and my brother all of the values they have learned before. They teach us some family tradition such as: to pray before eating and before going to sleep, we eat together at dinner, we go to church every Sunday, The one I’m closest to and is the one who I can easily approach to is my father.

2005-02-25T19:43:00.000-05:00

la la la la la.. yey mary rooose lend mee hurr vcd of "now that i have you" wow!! ahahah! thank youuu mary rooose..lol.. kk.. todaay wassss JOAXXX. rose, te quiero, rexes `n i were soo gaay.. we reppin mcdonalds agaiin...meng we were sooo looud... ohkaay,, we talked stuuffss...the REVELATION paaart will alwayss bee there..ahahhaah!!!! ohkaay, when we talked bout "KARIRSSS", meng,,, we just realized that our KARIRS haaave patterns..look look look... mary rose liked the "J"`s.... den.. i liked the "R"`s, den rexes liked the "N"`s, den te quiero liked the "J"`s also.. dang,, whaataa coincidence...LMAO! anywaays yaa,, den we moved on to the cruciall part...HOLYYY,,, MARY ROSE and REXES were the gaaaayest! they talked all about... "the formulaa L" damn! they were soo funny... "L sa isip, sa salita, at sa gawa".. ang panata ng mga ma-IIBOG!=) ahahahahahhaha!!!! ohkaay okhayy.. soo the whole aftertoon wasss soo funnyy..... thanks to youuu guysss,,, even thoo i`m in the saaadest paart of my liife todaay, you were there to cheer mee up `n be the best that i could bee.... LOVVIN YOU GUYYSS.. mwah! mwah!

2005-02-06T18:36:00.000-05:00

wow.... sundaay was soo cool! lol..... geez mhan,, i saw kiiiing=) wen i get off sherboune station..holyy... he smiiled at mee..whew! thank god mom didn`t noticed that..ahahahha! he was wearing white jacket..awwww he was looking soo cute..ahahahahah!!!! omg.. was i sayiing that he was not cute at all??.ahahahahahha!! kiiing=) i wubb youuu.lol..ya daz it for today..geez..tomarrow is the start of second seeem....wow!! i`m soo excited to meet new filipinos from phil..lol..duh it`s obyus....lol.kz higi...byeee people..mwah! mwah!

awwwww....aren`t those slippers soo cuuuteee??? awwwwww..i went to fairview maall just to buy that pair of slippers...geeezzz......... it costs $14 but it`s worth thoo..awwww it`s sooooo kewl...lol

2005-02-05T18:49:00.000-05:00

awww...saturdaay wass frigggin boriiing...mhan... i was just infront of the computer the whole friggin afternoon..awww... 2 days to go before sem 2 starts...awww abit nervous of what would bee my future tis mondaay..haaaai..still afraid on my friggin marks...haaaaaaiiii..... still prayiin for better daays... keep P.U.S.H.`in..

dang.....one of the scariestt mooviie ever.. the ocean water..my god... who would ever tell that the boat you were riding on could left you in the middle of the ocean..hoollyy!!!! i screamed most of the tiiime...mhan.. the boat they were riding on left them because they didn`t know that they were still diving..lol.. `n they were in the middle of the cold ocean where the friggiin sharks were sorroundiing them..mhaaan.... that thrilled mee..holyy... awww.. in the end both of them died even tho` there were sum rescuers, but it was too laate... the guy died because of the wound he had on his ankle that was eaten by the shark... den the girl sacrificed herself already `n let hurrself drowed `n eaten by sharks because it was hopeless..haaaiii... ang hiraap ng lifeee=(

the gayest one..ahahhaha!!!! WITHOUT A PADDLE... mhan.... how many moviess moree in the makiing could doo such plot that talks about treasuure huntiiing???? awwwwww.... i`m tired of thiiiis...neweiz...tis moviiee was funny tho it deals wit treasure huntiing, just to fullfill their bestfriend`s wish, who had died because of the accident....ahihihihihihihihihihi...=) my god, dan wass soo tinyy..lol=) he remindss me of my friggin self..ahahha!!!!! heeey,, i`m not hella tinyyy...fcuk.=)

2005-02-04T16:38:00.000-05:00

awww..this daay was the saadeeeeest ever..awww..mhan... i`m not goonaa bee on honour roll nemore... mhan................ my parents gonna kill mee if that friggiin marks will bee delivered hurr at hoome..mhan.. i got 62 in history..HOLYYY!!!!!!!!:((.... aww den elbert `n emerson decided to changed their friggin timetable..they don`t want engliish wit ms. karen nemoooree...awwwww.. i hoped mary roose did change her timetable to bee my classmate kung nde..holyyyy!!! malulubogg ako keh peralta mhan!!! sana meh angel na dumatiing para maging ka-classmate ko sa engliiish..HOLLYYY!!!!!=((.. `em soo saad.... because of these friggin frustrations, i skipped science..i don`t want to kno my friggin mark there...i`m sooo soo depressed!! i spend the whole afternoon with te quiero..haaii... we enjoyed somehow at eatons.. omg... te quiero got 46 on finaal mark..n she cried..hoolyyy!!! i hoped next semester.... my grades will bee dhem fiinee..mhan.. i need to get awards!!!!! i HAVE TO!!!!! :((....

P.U.S.H

god,, help meee... i have tooo pass mi dhem courses!!! plsss!!!!:((

itong pictuuure na ito ehhh napakatagaal ng panahoon...susmeee....di ko alam kung bakit ngayon ko laang i-popost...neweys..tis is mee `n mah te quiero weh we reppin kaaye`s place..ahahahahah!!!! mhan.. kennedy was cool... ahahahha..but warden is much cooler than kennedy..ahaha! because of..woot woot.lol..

2005-02-03T19:00:00.000-05:00

todaaaay wasssss lot of fuun... i haad my daay wit mi te quiero `n angeliinee..wow... missin the old daays when we chylld ouutt... awww... missin mi angeliine lyk maadd. aww..soo yaa we went to fairvieew maall.. we ate burbon chickeen.. wow mhan!! dut wass soo deliciouss.yum yum! ahihihi... den we talked stufss `n shiets.lol.. `n coincidentally... the familiaz were also thurr.. they were plaaniin to watch somethiin..iuno wut was that. soo yaa..after eatin,, we went around the fairview maalll while talkiin stuffs `n shiets agaiin..lol.. den we went to photo booth..wow mhan..we were soo gaay..ahaha!! aku laang pala..addict sa cameraa.. nde naman aku nakita masyado..lol.. ayun.........soobbraang saaya!! haayy..sana mauliit pa to..lol..ayun... haaayyy exaams are doonee!! wow mhan.... nakakatakott..baka meh na-faiil ako...*shakkin* naway wala dibaa..mhan... i`l bee grounded if i failed somethiin or my grades get lower....haaaiii.. but ms garnes told mee i did very well on the exam..eh pano sa engliish??? history???? computerr??? mhaaan...ibabagsak kooo laahat:'( tangiina..kk..sigee people..hafta go..byeeee

awwwwww=) one of the eight piictuures we`ve taken..ahahaha!!! aint weee dhem poserss..ahahahha!!! hauuff... naputol ang kalahatii ng mukhaa koo..ahihi..mamaw!!! ahahah!!!

anotherr piicc..ayan medyoo buo naa..lol

2005-02-02T13:45:00.000-05:00

okeii..today was goood..LOL...onlie because i was wit someone going home..ahahahhaa..okei..i was wit john the whole afternoon..geeezz.. we waited for them group in the statiion but when it was tiime for us to leavee..gezz they all went to east side `n it was only johhn `n mee went to the west sidee..that sukkss!! lol we waited `n in the end just the both of us goiin home..haaii.. ayun wen we were in sherbourne,, john `n i went to mcdo to haave lunch..ayun we talked stuffs..lol.. we alwaysss talks stuffs `n shits..lol.. mga chismiis sa buhaaii..ayunn..then wen i got home angeline phoned mee. i asked hurr if she could come with mee `n te quiero... we goonna chill out tom either in eatons or in fairvieww..iuno..still undecided..ahihihi...ayun.... angeline `n i talks stuffs `n shiets on the phone..ahahaha! awwww..i miisss her dhem voice..it was reaaly soo good to hear people`s voice whom i didn`t hear for a loooooong tiiimee....ahihihihi... sana
matulooi kamee tomm cuz i really wanna goo out wit them...missin themm soo muchh..=) kz..hafta goo..imaa study for the last test...oh mhan.. computer was tough...grrrrrr...i`m gonna fail it...fo shuree.ahahah!!!!!! all exams are meant to be failed.ahahahahhahaha!!!!!! byee people!

ang akiiiiing piiic...lol

2005-02-01T15:24:00.000-05:00

today was boriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing!!!!!!!! syet.. i wish this daay won`t come agaiin in my liifee...syet...i hate this..my god! neweiz..

happy burfae madel!!!!

new updated aa.....awwwww i like the dhem colour..PURPLE!!! it remiinds mee of purple bunch..aww mhan,,, i was frustrated when i saw him with a girl who has the samee height as mee..holy fcuk!LOL.. i was jokkin.. but yaa... guess startiing liikkin hiim again because of what happend on the 3rd floor dismissal..ahahahahha!!!!! oh well..because of what i saw..i guess..imma stopp again..ahaha... i`l focuus on mi kiiing naw=) ahahah!=) check out my aa...loviin meh dhem soong too..AND I by CIARA..wow... i`m too much addicted to ciara`s songs ..holly..

2005-01-31T15:09:00.000-05:00

haaaaiii...today was `parapapapa!!!!=) awww..iuno why `em soo jolly todaaayy..tho` i`m gonna fail my engliiish..holly that was tough...mhan.... okeeii..so rite after the test.... i wanted to go home but then i met abbey in the subway `n she asked mee if i could come wit her in spadinaa..oh well.... i said "yes" ahahahah.. mhan, she`s addicted to korean moviiess....waahooo.... we went to china town centre `n looked for korean moviiess..wow... she asked mee of what to buy.. `n i picked up everythin i saw `n she was like.. "meron na ko nyan" wow!! i was amazed....she`s really into korean movies...eh... ahahahahahahhaha! dut girl was soo gaay too..lol..cuz everythiiin she saw that relates into korean,,, wow she`ll buy it..wow... even the english-korean talking dictionary... wow.. dut costs $400-500......... she`s richh..lol... `n she wanted to buy a new cellphone cuz she lost her phone.. `n the phone she wanted to buy costs $520...woow!!! dut`s a lot mhan.... ahahha... i told her... "abbey,,,, mayaman ka,, higi,, bili bili" LOL... `n den we ate at mcdonals... dut`s why.. PARAPAPAPA!=) ahahahahah....... `n den we went back again to ctc den at dragon city to buy the waffle thingy....wow..yum yum...dut was soo delicious=) `n we walked a lil further den we saw a hat store..LOL... den she wanted to buy every hat that was in there...haaaaiii... susmiiong bata..mayaman eh=) ahahahahahahahah...ayuuun..wala laang.. soo ayun...wala laang.. masaya ko.. cuz iba na naman nakasama koo..at least.. diba=(...cuz actuaaly `em saad `n iuno why buti na laang..nakasalubong si abbey nang nagkarooon ako ng katalk-talkan..ahahahhahahaha=))... so wutelse.... ayun history na bukas..NAKUPOW! susmeee..kelangan talagang magaral dahel memorizatiion yun..grrrrrr...oh sige na poeple...akuy magpapaalam naa...mag-aaral si r3dn3z...LMAO!!!=)byerzzzzz

awwww...isn`t she sooo preettyy??? wow abbey introduced mee tis singer... ahahahah.. she`s a korean pop singer...BOA!!! awwwwww... she has a kewl voice.... tho` cant understand the lyrics...lol.....abbey can siing all hurr songss.LOL..ahahahahahahaha=) oh she alsoo let mee listen to her engliish soong entitled "listen to my heart" ahihihihi... it was coool!!!!=)

2005-01-30T14:40:00.000-05:00

waaaaa..tommarrow ish the start of the exaams..huhuhuhuhuhuhu :((...grrr... i`m not yet ready..... susmee..pambato kagad ng exam eh english....susmiioo...grrrr.... hmmm..... ayun.. we went to church..blah blah blah................ ayun..meh party mamaya sa taas..burfdae daw ni tita fely..o sigee na..ako`y aaral paa.susmee..nasesermunan na naman aku..ahihihi..kz bye peopleeee♥

ciaaaaraaaaa!!! wow,,mhan,,, she`s one the best.....loviin all huur soongs esp NEXT TO YOU... wow mhan she`s great!!! ahahahahah.... my bg soong for now is HOTLIINE sung by herrr....... juzz get yer bumm bumm shakee like thaat while she siings this... *hotliinne... you are soo FINNNE..ahahahahahahah

2005-01-29T11:23:00.000-05:00

haaai..ayahn nabuhayaan na naman akong ayusin ang akiing blog pano ba naman kc
ang boriing boring dito..lol..neweiz..nde naman...natatamad laang cguro akong mag-update `n put frigiin journals hurr.... hmm... i changed AGAIN my layoutt..whyy???? wala laang..para naman new update.. new layout..o dibaa?? ahahahahha!!!! hai naku.... ayun..syettt exams na next wiik.. mhan for shure i`m gonna faiil everythiing... tinatamaad na kc akong mag-aral ewan ko kung baket, cguro kc dahil puro computer na laang ang alam kong gawiin sa buhai..ahahahahahahah!!!!! tapos ang dami dami kong iniisip na nde naman kelangan isipin..haaii buhai nga naman... ahy sa tuesday kaarawan na ni magdalena..ahaha..wala laang shariing.. peope jus look on the navigatiion to see my list this february..in fairness marami...at isa na duun ang sked ko for KIIING=) awww....mhan until naw he`s not talkiin to mee..kc naman tama ba naman i-ditch koo cya.. `n hinintay nya mee for 2 hours na uber ang lamiiig..it was my fault then..pero i saiid sorry naa..okeeii..mahirap magpatawad..uh huh uh huh..kaya ayun..habang galiit cya mag-aaral muna ko..leche..unahin ko naman ang aking pagaaral..susme!!!!!! haii nakakatakot ng history ko mhan...brrrr.. at saka nu pa? ayun sa school.medyo lague akong nalulunkot `n iuno why i was always likee that... cguro talagang moody laang talaga akuu..haaaii..... syeet..... second sem narin sa next next mondaay... haaii nu naman kaya ang magiging buhaai ko sa mga new courses koo..leche magiging guro ko naman si hollyy..mhan..kainis... pero kk laang..naway kayaniin ko ang mga pahirap nyaa..ahihihihi..o cge naaa..ako`y maliligo pa..lol.. at tapos, mag aaral na ko sa englissh..haaaaaiii lecheng grammar yhan oh.. kz cge... later peopleee

hmmmmm...at lasttt nakita ko na riin itong moviie na `to..mhan,,, tis movie was soooo touchyy.... pinaiyak ako nito..LECHE! neweiz.talagang magandaa cya as what everyone saiid too me who saw tis mooviiee...haayy..all my liifee--->>> wala laang.ahihihi..cuute din ng theme song nito.. "HOW DID YOU KNOW.. I NEEDED SOMEONE LIKE YOU IN MY LIFEE" oh syeet....

2005-01-11T19:28:00.000-05:00

ehehehe.......same old brand new...haaaaiii... we went again at the bakk of sherboune..`n for goodnesss` sakee...it`z soooo damnn cooldd...grrrrrrrrr.....-5! hoooly yo! ehehehhe....

awww..toooyaa....my favee anime characterr...awww.....isn`t juz soo funney??? looook....moosst of meh favee thingss r reed!! omg!! it was just coincidence..look..alex band-->>fave singer `n he loooves red soo dearly, tooya--->>his haiir colour is reed, `n many many mooreee ....dibaa???!! aww..sooo cuuute

2005-01-10T20:55:00.000-05:00

awww..i didn`t huv tiime to put a journal yesturrdaay cuz i already slept 12am...darn it..neweizz...yesturdaee wass RYAAAANNN CCCCCC`S 18^TH BURFDAEE!!! happy belated burffdaee ryaan ccc!!! eeheheh...seee i told youuu...yer legaaal nuff to daee stuffss bout yerself dut i STILL dunno..lol..ayahn...you finally revealeed it! lmao=).... today was the due of the chrysalids novel...aww i wish it would havee less errors since i slept 12am cuz of dut..darrn..omg!!! i forgot to bring hoome my history book to do meh dhem hw! grrr..okayy.todaay was fuun.. the group decided to eat at mcdonalds `n den went to the park near elbert`s,john`s `n ryan c`s apartmentss.lol....soo yaa..mary rossse brought a vid camm..omg!! everbody was gaay mhan.....after recording stuffss..ehehehe!! it was sooo funny to watch ourselves `n our words..lmao!! ehehehehehe!!!!! soo awww...todaay was quite confuusiing too..i really dunno wut`s happenin in tis fukkin world....arghh..... people keep askin mee stuffs `n shits dut i really du wanna answer.....n if i tell them the fcukkin truth...they don`t belivv mee...WHAT THE FUCKKIN HELL IS DUTT???darnn!!....grrrr.....juzzz pleaseee miind yer own businness.. cuz i even du wanna talk tis shit!!! i want it it keep it by my self...so pleaseee....get the hell outta this shit......

awwww..meh dhemm naamee.... woooo!!! itz soo dhemm gorgeous..isn`t..lmao!!!! well my nin0ng..gavee mee tis pendant..wow!! he payed for thee engrave..ehehhe!! he`s rich tho..lol...awwwwww....la laaang.....juz lookin on how beautifuul my naaame isss!!! =)

2005-01-08T22:00:00.000-05:00

waaaa...itz too laate.. to do myy journaall..darn..lol... itz only ten..duuuh.... awww.. i feel soo sleepy...okayy.. i changed **not again** my blog, oh same as mah aa..ehehe!! chekk it out peoplee!! soo..yaa..i didn`t use much of tis friggin computer today cuz daddy was the one who used it the whole afternoon..grrr.... n i watched ocean`s eleven `n titans ((dunno the exact title))..awww matt damon was really hoot! lol....wonder how old is he noww??? lol...soo yaaaa... `n the titans thingy was a bit saad storyy..it was about discriminatiion..ohh peoplee..i have to sleep noww..cuz my eyes keep on fallin` darn!..kz..nytnyt people..zzzzzzzzz

my neww aa layoutt...tho it sukkd wen i saved it on paint..but yaa.. i loved the raining effects of DEEJAAY--MARIIEE..awwwww...ehehe visit it wen chu havee tymmm.lol.

2005-01-07T20:07:00.000-05:00

todayy wassssss lot of fuuun..lmaoo.....awwww...ryaaaaannn cccccccccc was soo funnyyy.... he maaade mee saane todaaay.omg! he let mee think of 1000 namess but in the end he didn`t say ne names..dut sukks man! grrrr!!! RYAAAAANNN CCCC meh araw ka diin! lol...i`l makke yer everydaay sane!! i swear!! lmaoo..so ya rite after noon..geeeezz... krissah arjay `n nikki were here at my placeee chylln...not agaiin..lol..so ya...we went sound trippin..geezzz...krissah rocked on wen she danced the one twostep `n REDliight...darn it!!!! she was really good in danciin, mhan.. ehehehe! `n den...around 4:30, te quiero left the place.... `n arjay `n nikki were left..mhan,,, we thought that 4:30 was soo early n we decided to walk along wellesley... but mhan.. we ended up goin to EATON!!!!! we juzt WALKED!!! omg!!!!!!!! deyr sane mahn..lol..ehehehehehehe!!!! `n den when we were at eaton, nikki payed the new york fries we ate... ahahaha...THANK YOUU NIKKI! lmao...so ya we talked stuffss.. `n omg.. we saw a cuuute chink guuy..oh shiett..... he was damnn cuutee..... but holy moly mahn... i saw somethin in his getures that werent rite for a man.....`n den i found out that HE`S FRIGGIN GAAAAY!!!! ommmggg..i swearr..he was soooo cuuuteeeeeee!!!!!!!! when he went to buyy his foodd,,, his bum-bum was like shakiiin from left to right... was dut a gesture for a REAL man???? omg...dut sukks...my heart cracked! lol **deejaay---->>>maaaar`s commitiing adulteryy...lmao**..... I LOOVEE YOU DEEJAAAY! lol..eheheh!! so yaa.... he`s fagget! lmao! awww..so ya...few minutes after eatiing fries,, mom texted nikki to ask mee wen `em goin homee.. so we decided now to go home... `n the two friggin people saiid that we must take now subway... i screamed out telling them.. "mhan,,,,, i huv no tickets..seee... i dont huvv anyyy bagg or somthiiinn... duuuh".. den arjay said,, "okay,, let`s walk again"...oh mahn...my feet hurt!!! darn!! n we didn`t stop walking.... dut was rediculous..lol..ehehehehehehhe!!!! soo yaa..daz it..... haaaii.. i was supposed to meet wit deejaay today...but once again it was cancelled because of this friggin friends...but ya..while i was goinn hoomee...darn.. i saw a man wearing black jacket `n whoaaaa......i thought it was deejayy..omg!!! he really was!! ehehehehheehehhe!!!! la lang..he just said.. hi `n bye... tellin mee he missin mee like maad...awww emm missin hiim tooo..but ya...awwww..

a pictuure taken last xmass...awwwww...my xmass was fuull of reeedd!!! lmaoo..my sweater, my slippers, xmas tree`s decoratiions, `n those giifftss..awwww aint dutt soo cuutee?? lmaoo..... i really hadd a REEED xmas! it wasss soo fuun! ehehehehhe!!!!!

daddy, mommy `n mee...my brother was the one took the picturee..eheheheh...... do i look like standiing behiind mom `n dadd?? lmao... i was sitting, idiot!

2005-01-06T16:06:00.000-05:00

tis daay was lot of funn also but it wasn`t juz the samee fun as i had yesturdday..ohkaaayyy.....today iss snowiing.. `n dut sukks maan..... i dun lyk snow... porque?? hollyy it ruins my day.... not only my outfit but also myy haiirrr..oh syyeett...den ya.juz rite after dismisaal mi familiaz went on playiing snowball fightingg..omg... i couldn`t go n plaay wit them cuz oh shiiieeettt.. it would ruiin my everythiiin.lol..soo yaaa i gez they were really haviin fuun..lol... awwww.. missssiin my deejaaay likee maaaddd...lol.....cuz he always go online in the eveniin....dut was sooo ridiculous..lol...awwww......soo ya daz it for todaay..

meee `n deejaay`s status online in msn last nitee...awww isn`t duut soo cuuuteee..... we huv dut werd AND between our naameeess??? ehehehhe...awwwww at first...i reaallly hate wen deejaay calls mee maaaaar...but sooner,,, lol... i liked it somehow..eheheh...daz why the naame of tis blog ish r3dn3z-maaar!! ehehehehehe!!! deejaaayy...jet`aime!--->> spelling plsss?? lol

2005-01-05T18:55:00.000-05:00

tis wednesday is not juz an ordinary daay..... okaay i`l start first in the mawnin.....awww..because we were waiitin for everyboddy in the stationnn.... the bus has already goone..argh too baad.sooo we need to walk rather...haaaiii...okayy wen we got into skooo..i was wit ryaaan c, elbert, `n kristine walkin down the hallway of second floor going to thurr locker..... `n deenn..omg!!!!!!!!!!! purplebunch wasss there!!! ahahahah... wut was he doing there??? was he syiing mee??lol..ahahahha... okay.. i was shock wen i saw hiimm because i didn`t expect dut he`s going in that waay.lol..soo yaa..it was like.. i was going north `n he was going south... get it?? in tagalog.. nagkasalubong lol...den...waaa..wut a feelin.. `n den wen we had history..arrrghh... `eemmm gonna fail that fcukkin test..lol.... oh ya.. we had history... `n i opened to micaela `n elbert dut i saw himmm on the second floor.. `n den elbert was like... "he looked at you" **blushed****blushed**..lmaooo..ommgg! i was shocked wen i heard dut from elbert... but i didn`t show him dut expression..awwwwww.. omg!!! DEEJAAY`S GONNA KILL ME if he read this journal!!! lol... okaay continue... `and then rite after dismissal... miss garnes let us go 2 mins before the bell... `n omg... wen i was going downstairrrss... he was alsoo going downstaiirrrss..WUT THE HECK was thiiss???lol... so yaa.... he saw mee comiin down but wut really suprised meee... **not again----surprised**... lol.. is wen he went all the way to the 3rd floorr.... i was shakkin at that time n thinkin dut maybee `emmm on the wrong floor... `n holyy fcuk.. he was the one who was on the wrong floor...awww.... `n as what i saiidd... i went down early same as hiim.. `n den... awwwww... we were juz the only people who were walking on the hallway of 3rd floor!!! omg!!!! emmm gonna faiint! shetttt!! lol.... `n the worst thing was, he kept on turning his head to mee.. cuz i was behind himm.. sort of.. `n yaa... he always turned his head to mee... haaaaiiii... wut a great moment to end this daaay.... awwwwww....... ohkaay another topic.. micaela, kaye `n i talked on the phone a while ago `n talked stuffs bout wut was happening in our livesss..... micaela talked about her convo wit her girl at the subway.. she was like.. telling her girl dut we{{kaye `n i}} don`t lyk what she is doin wit micaela... like her girl seems to bee fooling around her.. to maake the story short... micaela juz saiid everythin to her gurl,, to bee faiir wit herr, that girl..o well.. daz nice.. but i really wanna talk to herr about dutt.... lol... wut i mean is... i wanna tell her about how i feel towards her lovee wit micaelaa..o well...maybee sumtiimee.....hmm i really dunno if she will ignore mee tomorrow, now that she knew that kaye n i hated her...haaaii..oh well daz lyf..... itz just that i don`t want my familiaz get in trouble or got hurt by a stranger.......`n itz juz dut i looove my familiaz daz why `emmm overprotective wit them..... of course..if chu lovee somebody.. you would do anythin for her/him to bee safeee all the timmmeee... soo dutz wut `eemm tryinn to do... too keep them away from harm.... cuz `eemmm not blind to seee dut one of my familia iz like in the cageee `n wanted to be freee...darn!

mi reall familiazz...i`l stikk to you guyyss no matter wut... thru thick n thin... thru saadtimmeez `n gudtymmss.... even in stormsss.... i juz wanna let chu kno dut u`re soo special too me dut wen someone hurt yer dhem feeliingss,,, i`l kick thurr fcukkin bummhole.... no one could lay even a single finger on youuu.... I SWEAR!!!!! "ruudddee to others" in yer terms... but WHO CARES????? someone is hurting mi familia.... i have the rite to do dhem mooovess...awwww... cuz wut i want iz for you guyyz to bee happiiee..`n i really really really loovee youu... u were my first friends hurr in my neww homee `n it would makee mee cryyy if i see anyone from you is suffering...... i knoe rite noe.. we`re experiencing dut kind of trial...but i swear..... u`l alwayss havee mee by yer side... wen chu feel the world has taken itz bakk on youu...... ..... I LOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU GUYS!!!!! mwah! mwah!

2005-01-04T18:44:00.000-05:00

after skoo... leachay invited mee to eat at mcdonalds...sooo ya.... micaela, madel, arjaay, krissah, mary rose `n nikki joined us going thurr... `n ahahahhahaha....... rex `n emerson were also thurr...well it was really fuunnn chyllin wit mii familiazzz..lol..awwwww...i changed again my dhem layout... `n waaa.. i love my bg song.....REDliiigggght! sung by usher....**woot woot** ahahhahahahha!!! soo yaa daz iit....imma do noe my homeworks.. **woot**woot** i huv history test tom! darn it! grrrrr.... byee people

awwww.....tis was ryaaaan cccc`s gift tooo mee...awwww aint soo cuute `n delicious????? eheheheheheheh.....la laang..juz wanna shoowww to everyboodyyy awww cuute these RED lindorsss aree,.. eheheheheh...oki....daz it...100 thanks you`sss ryaaaaan ccccccc!! mwah! mwah!

2005-01-03T17:01:00.000-05:00

wow!!!!! today is the 1st daay of the skool after xmas break! haaaii...actually i still couldn`t feel the spirit of skoo...haaaiiii...i still wanna go break! ehehehe! awwww....he`s comiin baakk to toronto tonight..yaaahooooo!!!!!!! awww.... i missed hiim likee maaaddd....thurr aint calls nor gettin online in msn from hiiim....... awwww...well ya bee happie cuz he`s baakkk..fresh from california..lmao....yay on my ISP in english...waaa.. i got 8/10...wow...bee hapiieeee..ahahahahahha!! `n now `em focusiin on my chrysalids...eheheheh....okiii....so ya after skoo... te quiero, mixel, elbert, rose `n arjay went NOT again at my plaaace..aww dut sukks... deyr sooo manyy dut my friigin house wanted to explode..ehehehehe! ssooo...we did nothin..we juz chylld, ate stuffs `n went to tis dhem computer..awwww.. i really dun no wut they liked bout tis friggin house...itz not only doesnt huv nuff space but also omggg...itz damn hot hurr! haaaii..sooo yaa..daz it...keiz hafta gooo...byebye peepsss.... mwah! mwah

awwwww..my dhem picturee bakk wen it my haiir was still loong...awww...missin tiss haiir likkee maad...awww `n wen i still havee that long earinggggg...awwww..cuz i lost the onther onee daz why i don`t use it anymooree.....awwww soo saaad...:(

2005-01-02T18:25:00.000-05:00

today was really never meant for mee..lol. okhayy,,, since today is sundaay,,, we went first to church `n den went directly at homee..den wen i wanted to connect to internet..man i couldn`t..holllyyy.... wut is happening wit this damn computer!!!! it always huv dhem viruses!! oh shoot! neweiz..yaa..so daddy called technical support at sympatico.. `n holy molly it took hours for us to get connected agaiin!! omg!.. dey were like offeriing somee firewall thingy so dut we won`t get virus nemore....omg... are these their dhem alibi?? put dhem viruses on our dhem computer sho dut we could get those firewall, antivirus..oh syeett....`n then tis was the timee wen our internet got back into businees..lmaoo..aaaawww.. `em dun wit my essay! yahooooo!!! bee happie..lmao! awwww...after doing 4 paragraphs `n each paragraph has 8-12 sentences... `n now `em brainless..lmaoo..omg!! `eemmm tired of thinkin `n stuffs...i wanna rest....awwwwww....ya dutz wut emm gonna doo..so yaa...gotta go... i`l do tha next journal tom, aite? byeee...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

awww..tis is one of my fave pose of alex baand!!! awww..aint he so hot thurr??? he was like lookin` down thuurr... **wot** woot**... my goooddd... don`t think nethin greens in wut i commented...omg! wut i meean is....lookk..awww!!! i swear... he`s tha cutest ever!! lmao!...awww..most esp this pose reminds mee of someone..whoo?? of course you kno hu it is..ehehe!! chu kno...meh greenwood guuy..awww...missin hiim soo much..lol....cuz he doesn`t go to greenwood school ne more..=).. daz soo saad..but yaaa.... at least i found someone who really lookd like my aleex baaand! eheheheh!! aww....

2005-01-01T16:31:00.000-05:00

`appiiieee new year peoplleee!!!!!!1

ohkay.. first,, we attended the liturgy there in our lady of lourdes.... uh... today was also the celebration of mary as the mother of god. geeezzzz i saw my school mate inside the church..bwhahahahaha!! oh well. i really dun kno hiim... but i see him in school `n wen he`s getting off in sherbourne.. he looks like chinese, but, man wen i saw his parents... waaaaaa... dey lookd flip! waaaaaa...is he a filipino?? oh weeelll.... if he really is... do i fcukiin careee???? lmao..ya..so we ate lunch here at home.. of course we have still left over foods from last nite... awwww.. the leche plan made by mommy was the best ever....... it really tasted goood!! yuum yuum!!! awwww... while i was eating foods from media noche last nite... awww i remembered my life bakk homee.. even tho this was our 2nd new yr huurr.. but still home`s celebration of xmas n new year was the best! awwww.....there aint sweet haaam, nuff fruits, etc hurr.... awwwww..... `n there aint fireworks here... i really couldn`t feel the spirit of new year same wit xmasss..... awwwww.... i wanna goo bakk hommeee... =)...awwwww.... if only i could...den i would.....=)

tis guy isss matt damon from the movie bourne supremacy... awwww... ain`t he sooo dehm hooooot? lmaoo..omg... he`s like ahhhhh.. he`s soo cuute.. tho i kno he`s old..lmao..... old doesnt mean OLD..awwww.. you kno..maybee he`s in 30 somethin but ya he`s hot! `n ya i liked hiis moooviee eh.. he was also one of the cast in ocean`s twelve..yay.. wanna watch it.!

tis scene is from princess diaries 2.... starring anne hathway `n waaaaaa...... tha cute chris pine.....omg! oh well... i gez i featured this movie already from my past blog... i mean my other blog...but ya i wanted to publish this moviiee againn...awww.. cuz today was my second time i`ve seen this movie... first was wit kaye... `n she payed my view there..eheheh... `n todaayy..awww.. chris pine iss sooo really cuuuuteee!! lmaooo!!! too baad can`t get much of hiss dhem picts cuz he`s a new actor sooo less pictures i wud find..

2004-12-31T18:36:00.000-05:00

eiii... few moore hours to goo `n haaapiiiee neww year!!! lmao!! awww...so let`s see wut would bee my dhem resolutionnsss.....

⁽¹⁾ imma bee a betta girl naw -->> cuz sumtimes i disobey meh parentz... but am d best daughter ever! lmao

⁽²⁾ imma keep my temper.. oh ya.. need to admiit dut am impatient most of the time that i dun have peace in my miind at ol..

⁽³⁾ lower my dhem voice... omg! is that possible??? lmao... ehehehehe...marie can`t lower her dhem voice..even juz to minimize a lil bit... hmm..let`s see.. <
br>⁽⁴⁾ hmmm.. wutelse? oh ya... i`ll focus on my studies more... awwww....i huv tis feelin` dut i won`t huv ne award this year.... it`s not only those dhem courses were tough but also i didn`t have mucch attention to studies ne more.. why??? because of this dhem computer..eheheheh

⁽⁵⁾hmmm.... i wanna try to be a good friend esp to my familiazzz....... cuz there was a time dut i hated mi familiazzz... i reaaly dont kno why... maybe because i was thinkin it was only mee who was giviin looove... but i was definitely wrong... everybodyy loovess meee..... soo imma try to not get maad at them.. prommiisss

⁽⁶⁾ i`ll try not to swear! **wink** **wink** is that you mariieee???? you meeaan fo` real??? you wont swear.... **woot *woot*.. oh... i need to crash tis out... sweariing is my life... lol

⁽⁷⁾imma not ditch my people in phil nemore... ehehehehe...... cuz tis past few months... i got maadd at them... esp to mi homies... those four dhem girls.. whyy????? cuz dey fukkin forgot everything about meee..omg! oh maybee dut was only my thoughts... but ni-hi ni-ho there was nonee..... okkkaaayyy.. marriieee bee good girl....u musn`t treat yer girl like dut... *woot*woot* hmmmmm... i`l try to..lol

⁽⁸⁾ i`l try not ask everythin i want.. awwwwww amm really a spoiled brat `n if i didn`t get wut i want.... awwwwww........ i`l bee dhem maadd.. soo yaa... hope next yr..i won`t bee like dut.

⁽⁹⁾hmmmm.... clueless..

⁽¹⁰⁾i wanna kno if tis is a reall loovee..lol....

happpyy newwwww yeeeeaaarrr!!!!!!

2004-12-30T15:21:00.000-05:00

before he left toronto, he called my phone.. omg.. dut was too early... 7:00am.. uh huh! of course i was forced to wake up n talk to hiim..eheheheh! good that my mom already left the house `n my brother was watching tv programs dut i was able to talk to hiim longer....haaay.... he just greeted mee advance hapie new year n he told mee dut he`s planning to go out with mee again this january4th..ehehe... but i didn`t reply to his invitation.. i just told him dut i`m not so sure if i could go cuz it is a school day..ehehe...study first! lmao! ya....i bid him goodbye `n wished him a happie `n safe trip..haaaiii...oh i changed my layout...why? ehehehehhe... with no reason..i juz wanna change it.... omg! am not yet done wit my essay... **sniff** sniff**... i reaaly cant think `n i dunno wut to write... haaaaii..... i started the introductory paragraph yesterday but.... uhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.... kz.. imma try to finish 2 or 3 paragraphs todaaay...promise.. i`ll try..lmao!

2004-12-29T17:44:00.000-05:00

this day gonna be soo sad for meeee..awwww why??? awww...cuz he wont bee hurr to celebrate the new year... awwww soooooo saaaadddd..huhuhuhuhuhu....
aawwww...tis was our conversation this afternoon.

Dj says:
hey.
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
helllllo...how r you?
Dj says:
im good. how are you?
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
saaaame
Dj says:
i went online this morning
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
oh ya...?
Dj says:
but you were sleeping...
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
eheheheh.... sorry...
Dj says:
naw... that's ok
Dj says:
and you were dreaming of someone.
Dj says:
else
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
oh meee??? lmaaaoo.. that was you!!!!!!!
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
i was dreamiin of!!
Dj says:
i knew that
Dj says:
lol
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
lmao
Dj says:
i have something to say
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
what's dut?
Dj says:
my family and i will celebrate new year in california
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
awwwwww.......
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
that would bee great tho..
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
awwww... imma miss youuuuuuuuuuu
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
r you gonn go onliine wen chu get thurr?
Dj says:
ill try to
Dj says:
i will miss you too 17!
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
wen r chu packing up????????/
Dj says:
tomorrow.
Dj says:
but il go online tomorrow before i leave toronto..
Dj says:
promise
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
awwwwwwww........chat ya tomorrow...
Dj says:
kk...have to go..bye
+mariiiieeee. {{duinCHRYSALIDS}} says:
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

the end....awwww that wassss sooooo saaaad=)
and i tried to finish my essay but awww
too lazy to do it...lmao..
ya daz it...gotta go now

2004-12-28T17:05:00.000-05:00

stuff toy..lol

2004-12-28T16:26:00.000-05:00

2004-12-28T08:59:00.000-05:00

another blog!!!!!!!! welll....i decided to maake a new account `cuz iv been busy this past few months `n i haven`t updated my other one... so to refresh everything...here`s a new one..ehhehehe...oh well...... i`ll try to keep this site updated so just keep on visiting... until next time